you break my heart into 1,000 peices
Sep. 14th, 2004
08:04 pm - i likie this song by emery!
beneath ten thousand layers of disguise
built to save
what's left that has already worn away
inside the vacant made-up plastic life
only your heart survived
for one last cry
must I always remember all that I won't forget
until it's my day to die
these broken animals
useless as they are
gravity gets to me
holds me here without release
now's the time to cut the line
cross my heart
i realize nights are long when hope is gone
God help me make it home (this time)
Sep. 7th, 2004
12:32 am - erin!
Aug. 29th, 2004
well... last night i went to the alano club... o man... that was JUST \what the doctor orderd!!! o man... i feel so mush better... i haven't been to a show all summer and it felt good to get out of the house too... going back to my moms house tomorrow... YAY... dances... anyway... i'll talk to you all later... o man... SCHOOLS COMMING!!! i'll bet im like the only one excited... but i amm!!!!! weeeee!
Aug. 25th, 2004
09:21 pm - you make me wanna lala
Eye Color:: blue
Hair Color: blonde
Hair Style:: shit
Birthday(month and day):: september 15 only 2 weeks and 6 days something i should be excitd about ... im not
Heritage:: white ass mother fucker
Religion:: i dont know... i am happy with my relation ship with god does it really need a label
Skin Color:: ehhh... tan white
Seeing:: the computer dumby
Feeling:: sad alone bored emotional faliureish
Talking To:: noone
Eating:: your mom... in a non sexual way
Wearing:: pants and a shirt
Single or Taken:: single
Crush/gf or bf:: alone... nothing
Their Name:: uhm... hello
What do you like best about them:: oh... stop rubbing it in
Why are you attracted to them:: hmmmmmm
.::Last Person That::.
IMed you:: hm... lori... and then i told everyone brb and never came back
Yelled At You:: my mom... for asking not to come home
Hugged You:: oh... i don't remember...=/
Kissed You:: hmmm... david... haha... in a damn parking lot... wasn't invited or any thing he just did it...tryed to stick it down my throat...what was he thinking
Said Your Name:: dad... fucktard
Stared At You:: shellie
Laughed At/With You:: grandma shellie
Band(s):: awh hell i dont know
Game(s):: i like max paine
Movie(s):: too many
Book(s):: alice in wonder ladn
Friend(s):: all of them²
Song(s):: too many... altho i like # 3 on take a look in the mirror... damn cant remember shit*hits head*
Tv/Cartoon/Anime Show(s):: Anything on i guess.
Word:: fork... and fuck.... my mouth is becoming somewhat of a toilet latly
Food(s):: uhhhm... mm... grandpas fish
Website(s):: i don't know
Drink(s):: liquid stuff
Anorexia:: I would never do it, and i hope no one else will either.²
Politics:: Not into it²
Racism:: fuck rasist people... they suck
Homosexuals:: they're great... i love em!... but hey if they wanna they wanna don't dump it until you try it is my opinion
George W. Bush:: fuck em
Abortion:: Hell fucking no. That's the worst thing ever.²
Rape:: if your really that horney... go to a whore house and buy some sex... don't tramitize someone else for you desperateness
.::Opinion on the band/singer::.
Good Charlotte:: shit
Britney Spears:: i like her... so shoot me... hahahaha jkjk
Lostprophets:: i likie
Black Sabbath:: iiii likie
Blink 182:: ehhh... somestuffs good
Evanescence:: iii likie
Eminem:: hes cool
Usher:: ehh... i hate in the confessions video... how he takes his shirt off 4 no reason... what the hell is that??
Yellowcard:: i likie
Hoobastank:: ehhh... ilikie old stuff
Are you a guy or girl:: Girl.
5 things on your desk:: phone, water, cell phone, and a pen mouse
5 cherished things in your room:: this isn't my room
::This or That::.
Dorritos or Cheetohs:: Dorritos
Cat or Dog:: It doesnt matter
Jolly Ranchers or Starburst:: jolly ranchers
Orange Juice or Apple Juice:: orange
Blonde or Brunette:: blonde
Black or White:: I lie both
Red or Blue:: red
Japan or China:: Japan
Winter or Summer:: winter
Halloween or Christmas:: halloween
X-Box or PS2:: both
MP3 or CDs:: CDs
Pants or Shorts:: Pants
Real Life or Webcam:: Real life
Scariest thing in the world:: bridges farris wheeles being alone
hey guys sorry if my name pops up on your buddy profile thingies like 10 times... these things just started popping up... some people i didnt even know... it was really wierd!... i dunno anyway sorry... lolol
Aug. 11th, 2004
10:36 pm - sometimes i tink theres noting to live 4 and then someone makes my day with out knowing thanx guys
hmmmmmmmmmm... things i hate(add to list if you like)
-people that are fake
-people that are shallow
-people that lie
-when people think its all about them
-people that have no regard for anyone elses feelings
-when you seem like you are working as hard as you can but nothing is getting done
-when you have sucha mess you dont know where to start fixing it
-when you cant stop thinking about something
-when you want to see someone so bad but you cant
-when you're unsure and have to make a choice
-when you have like a block in your brain... im having one right now... you can add to my list if you like
Aug. 10th, 2004
11:41 pm - go teenage mutant ninja turtles
todays scedual... got up... 10:00... annnd ask kimy thats early... very tierd... never go to bed until 2:00 anyway... 10 went and bought kill bill vol 2... love it... again and again.... uhmmmmmmmmm... went to go pick up some more drugs... legal ones people... hahaha... annnnnd thhhhen... whent to me grandmas and made plans... all next week we're gonna spend time to gether lolol poooor grama ... lolol... going o're sunday... leaving fri... its a magical thing really... annnd then picked up my siblings... droped one off in wilmington... mingled with mehgan... oldest friend... annnd thhhen robert and taylor needed new shoes... got those 4 them... and then came home and ate mac and cheese! YAY... well im cured... i dunno what happend but today i woke up and i was totally better... its great... i love it... thank you jesus
Aug. 8th, 2004
Who: little david
Where: The car/ just leaving
Why: couldn't get his seat belt buckled
What: david-"o god damnit" quickly putting his hand o're his mouth... hahaha he's three!!!
that was the funnyist thing ever... well i feel like i need to through up... or beat the shit out of someone... my adrenalen if fucking pumping... i ned to run or something... huuuuuuu... whhhhylord... cheese and rice
Aug. 4th, 2004
1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
"and if any boda has a problem with that... i'll just have 2 hire a body gaurd... any takers"
ahhhh... the memories... well... my mom had a court day... with my dad... i have to go to councling... and i have to go 4 an extra day... awhh...krap.... i hate this... my lawyers just making things worse... ehhhh... someone shoot me...
Aug. 3rd, 2004
mk... i haven't updated in a long while... the truth... i've not been to good... i hate summer... i get so lazy and unactive... i never get to see any of my friends...and i have way to much time to think on my hands...ehhh... not good... not good at all... it makes me realize about what a crappy life i have... and then i think... holy hell... im terrible... there are so many people that have way worse lifes than me... like all of the poor kids ... and the people that are starving and don't complane one bit... and as god as my witness i pray 4 them everynight... but... i still complane about my life... even tho i know... which royaly sucks ass hole... no people not the donkey... ehhh... someone shoot me... so how is everyone elses summer... 4 some reason it wont lemmie get in to my friends thingie... so i'll talk to yall later... byebye
Jul. 28th, 2004
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